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Well for once, I can report something positive. I had anxiety overload, actually physically ill will fear about what was going to show up at christmas. This shouldnt happen at christmas but I had about 15 minutes to offload, to release my inner whats been saved up from within and

I write to you at the moment sitting in the same room as my parents. On one hand there is something wonderfully safe about it, comfortable and relaxed. On the other hand however there is a problem, I find myself extremely easily irritated by them, the distinct smell if urine

To start with something really nice happened, I met Kate which was nice. She was keen as fuck to the point where we slept together on the second date. First date made it to first base. Something bizarre went on, she was really intense and interested. She also was seriously

Something curious has showed up, Met a girl start of the week called Kate, which is fine. Start of the week she was simply a tinder conversation, by this morning she was leaving my home. Going through a horrific emotional experience dealing with this, was weird yesterday that when I

Been a real struggle the past few days, as per usual I spent alot of time over analyzing and it occurred to me that perhaps there was some evidences of desperation in the conversations I had with Debbie. I think that's where I went wrong. On the other

This is the hardest part for me, earlier today I called out Debbie - I posted her a message asking when she would like to visit the cinema (you may remember my collecting of tickets for a visit) her response was “not anytime soon” subsequently I lost all levels of

So yeah I had a weird night. First of all get the good stuff out the way, completed a couple of examinations in university where I gave an excellent account of myself on both occasions - the second one i got 90% pass rate on it. Which again I suffered

In terms of university I discovered something recently, I remember when I was a little boy I had left school and I had nothing to aspire to, nothing that I had wanted to be I just existed. I remember one day I was thinking about my favourite TV show of

It was interesting to experience what I did at my last appointment, finding that guys hidden away inside me. I feel completely different after that conversation, finally admitted to myself that yes it is true. I just laugh and joke all the time, trying to make the best impression but

For the sake of reporting more than anything else, pleased to say the issue outstanding in terms of my coaching has now been resolved. I simply stated my case that I do not wish any harm, it was brought to my attention that I had been warned about my conduct