Gillen Reid

Days

Yesterday was usual terrible sunday, didnt want to do any work and just generally wanted to sit around and not do anything. Had some terrible junk food to try and cheer me up which did a reasonable job. Something weird, when I was a wee guy my parents developed this

Notes

Something I wrote for my own web site but then deleted it. I had a dilemma recently, was recently in a scenario where I have moved on. You see the players you have spent time dedicating your thought and routines to developing those players into the best they can be.

Further Development

Been an interesting couple of weeks, with all those problems being solved I have arrived in a place where I haven't been in a long time. The final piece of the puzzle is resolving the problem with this football, been hanging over me for so long to the

Warm Up

* Run down length of cones both feet in gap between each cones x2 * Repeat Sideways left and Rightx2 * Side step through cones x2 * Backwards Sidestep x2 * Sprint length of cones x1 * Reaction Sprints 360 Degree * Rondo/Passing/Sequence Passing Recently left a club where I was lead coach of a

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I did it, I paid for the "company". I literally can't bring myself to say to words actually, which hurts. Was a weird experience, the urge and tension was so utterly overwhelming and afterwards I felt better. Settled and clear of the anxiety. More importantly right

Strange

Been considering writing this for a while, nearly had something last night but I was maybe too much out of balance to write something with any level of coherence. Past couple of days have been difficult, eventually got moved out and now in my student accommodation, finished my first week

Strange

Had a great few days up until now, my student loan arrived which was exciting. I got to replace alot of my stuff that was massively out of date, a new television and GFX card to ensure everything was in working order. Now I am all set, I was also

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Whilst really enjoying the buzz of meeting Debbie the other day, it eventually tailed off and now im really into the depth of what I feared. In terms of the emotional response everything is so utterly extreme, we had been chatting back and forth usually me initiating the conversations, which

A nightmare

Not long woke up from the nightmare of all nightmares, relatively vivid at the moment so I thought I would write it down. I remember living in a house where I was unhappy, then Gemma was there, I was invisible and entirely ignored. My friend Kelly was there I think

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I have a difficult time, I was trying to have a conversation with my brother and he picks and chooses when he wishes to speak with me, decisions to simply ignore me are often made without regret or concern. One great one that set me off terribly was this -----------Me